just want to let you know that i love you both so so much and i'm going to miss you so so much. remember how you and joan were so pissed at me for not waking up on time to meet you guys for breakfast on wednesdays, shab? and prash, i'm going to miss your oh so dumb blonde questions, your beyond incredible popping and locking and your elevator and walking down the stairs illusion. GOING TO MISS YOU BOTH A WHOLE LOT. LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU BOTH FOREVER (: i don't know what wednesday's going to be like.

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25 days to n'levels, what am i doing here.

we look damn gundu.

the weather has been unbearable. i swear i swear i swear! i'm using a bionair (don't know how to spell) fan which is stronger than the normal fans & it's at top speed but it's still so bloody hot. i don't wanna on the aircon cos of the whole eco-friendly thing.

prelims have been manageable. well, let's just say that the only paper i studied for was ss which i don't think i'm going to score well anyway because i left out a damn important point for government support. dammit dammit dammit. i finished the lit paper 45 mins before it ended. goodness, i've never had time to sleep during lit sia. i fell asleep even while writing. i need to nail that bloody A2. A2 A2 A2!

33 days to n'levels, children. time to get down on it.

i find myself pretty weird quite often. i'm stupid. i think & act weirdly. i don't understand life. some say life's a journey. what kind of journey man? i think that life is like an experiment that god's making us experience. like how them scientists test chemicals on rats? yea, we're those fuzzy little rats. see, what i mean by weird. what kind of an analogy is that? in my screwed up head, that's what i think life is. maybe i just have a problem with myself, a battle in my head.

this year my sch didn't celebrate racial harmony day like they normally do every year. i like wearing other stuff to sch besides the uniform. anyway, i had my malay oral yest & i wouldn't have wanted to go to compassvale sec in some foreign outfit.

malay oral went surprisingly well. i understood the questions for the first time in my life. i got it a little wrong though but my answer wasn't totally unacceptable. the question was what would you do during your free time? & i said, work thinking the question was what would you do during the holidays. i also said you can go to the beach to play games like badminton or soccer or just go out with your friends. ya i know you HAD to go to the beach to play badminton or soccer.

today was crazy day for the three of us -beat, oreal, me. i don't know what we ate or if someone drugged us but we kept laughing & talking nonsense & laughing AT our nonsense, dancing up the stairs & omg, i don't know what else we did.

after sch, went hair accessory shopping with beat-o. because of my EXTREMELY CHACHAT fringe, i'm investing in hairbands, distracting hair accessories, caps & sunglasses. i wonder if i can put extensions on my fringe. my face so big, so irritating. if i had a model's face then it's fine but urgh.

alright, less ranting, more studying. i'm going to TRY to study now. i need to finish studying by monday. prelims in 6 days, people, SIX!

for me, it takes a lot of convincing & right now, i'm caught in the middle.

words cannot express how angry i've been for the past 3 hours. omfg manzzz. cherrybomb's gonna make fun of me & laugh her ass off tmr, for sure. you'll find out tmr. anyhow, it sucks right now/ has been for a while. motherfucking biaaaaatch. i'm gonna skin you alive just like how them sistas do it in china. so after the horrible ordeal, i stood at the bus stop & cried. hahahaha i was so angry okay. soooo angry. i called beat & whined & whined & scolded & cried & she had the time to laugh.

so anyway, went to kk to visit my grandma. i had to act all happy happy infront of my relatives when i was so damn pissed off i scolded everyone, rolled eyes at guys that oogled at me & cried in kk's toilet. no matter how annoying some guys are like they do that matt sound with their wrinkled lips, i never reacted so rudely like how i did today & i never used the angry smiley in my phone BEFORE but i did today. omfg lah.

hey ho!
i swear my blog's as good as dead. anyway, my school's got 2 new teachers to replace those that have gone on course for a week & there's a pair of really cute twin teachers. omfg manzxzxz.... i'm jealous. i should have been in ms rai's class. one of them's taking over her classes. godddd. it was funny how all the girls stared at them, purposely giggled & walked pass them during recess today. they knew we were checking them out. it's natural lah, huh? all the male teachers in my sch are either married or weird.

prelims are around the corner. i feel stressed yet i'm not doing anything about it. i study so slowly i tell you. at least i've got study partnerS now. note the S please. (: saturday! saturday! :D

i had my o'level prelims english oral after school today. awesome shit, awesome shit. sadly, i said "huh?" yeap, very nice. strangely, i wasn't nervous. i was madly nervous for the n's oral. oh well, malay oral next week. i don't feel anything cos i'm going to screw up so i'm looking forward to that.

one week to prelimsssssssssssss!

2 weeks to prelims, 51 days to n'levels. tell me how? i am nowhere close to ready. i need to go on study dates.

when i was sick yesterday & the day before, my fingers had static. they felt electrically alive. it was quite scary, trust me.

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